I am 28 yrs old and a ca final student

riya (Student CA Final ) (29 Points)

25 September 2014  

Hi everyone. i needed some advice. i am 28 yrs old  and still a student. i cleared pcc 3 yrs ago. actually i lost my mom 5 yrs back. so i hv been very depressed and cant focus on my studies. i gave my pcc after mom died and i cleared 1 st group in one attempt and second group in the other attempt. i only appeared for one group at a time. and after that i went into a major depression. so since last 3 yrs i have not appeared for a single final attempt. now i feel like a total waste and very gulity for spoiling my own life. i can barely concentrate on any thing. i am nt even working. and not even studying. the gulit is killing me inside. i am very worried of when i will finish ca and get a job, get married etc. people around are only degrading me and putting me down. i dont know if i will ever be able to come out of this hole?i dont know if i will be able to geta job? i have lost all my friends also..can ne body pls guide me? i will be grateful. plssssssss help!