i don't think i was a bad student till 12th not an intelligent 1, neither a below average one. so indeed an above average student i guess. i scored 85% in 12th. as i was not clear what to do after boards , on my teacher's recommendation i enrolled for cpt. gave it cleared it in the very 1st attempt. i got my admission in a medium range college. i went their for about a month but then as i cleared cpt suddenly thrie was a hype around me as in i have cleard ca finals..
so i left college coz of articleship. joined a firm went their till my pcc with coachings going side by side. but but as my attempt approached in may 10 , i think in mid january when i got leaves for exam i was so tensed and was sure in my mind that iam flunking in may. i was not at all prepared and was confused wat to study bcom 2nd yr ke liye ya pcc ke liye. then kya kisi ke liye bhi properly padai nahi hui. nov10 i was fully perpared in my mind that i will clear but hen result is niot in our hand -- i didn't make it. by seeing my result i was frustrated coz when the result came all my friends passed i was left aside. by this time i had a very bad fear of costing fm in my mind. i use to cry a lot and think why is all this happening to me and all that stuff. thn i got a shock again whn my parents told me that i won't be sitting for the coming attempt nd wud consentrate on my 3rd year. i tried to convince them but all in vain.. i had to skip my attempt i had no choice. this also lead to break in my articleship. nov11 i cleared my pcc group 2 nd in may 12 grp 1st .
a delay in my career that happened just coz i was not serious in the beginning or i wuld say i didn't worked hard.
in may13 i gave my 1st group of final and i have not cleared it-- my score ac's 40 , sfm 39, audit 26 and law58.
now my parents are telling me to gve one group at a time only and are teeling me not to register for 2nd group classes. guys iam really feeling helpless. i don't know what is happening with me. am i soo dumb?? i don;t know. all my friends are into jobs or on the verge of completing their MBA's and i have did nothing..
nor do i remember anything of what i did in aricleship neither i have a good track record of my ca pcc plus now final ka 1st group ka result..
i very well know i have to work very very hard to clear my exams plus learn the practicle work as well. i am getting mad at home now. agar kuch aacha hoga mujh main to i don't think wo hai abb muj main..
i know i have potential but i don't know why am i not able to get 100% of me. i get depressed very often with my self. i really think like iam good for nothing. i know somewhere in my heart that i can do it its not that tought - when many friends of mine who were behind me can do it why can't i.
iam really frustrated.
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| Originally posted by : sweety | ||
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i don't think i was a bad student till 12th not an intelligent 1, neither a below average one. so indeed an above average student i guess. i scored 85% in 12th. as i was not clear what to do after boards , on my teacher's recommendation i enrolled for cpt. gave it cleared it in the very 1st attempt. i got my admission in a medium range college. i went their for about a month but then as i cleared cpt suddenly thrie was a hype around me as in i have cleard ca finals.. so i left college coz of articleship. joined a firm went their till my pcc with coachings going side by side. but but as my attempt approached in may 10 , i think in mid january when i got leaves for exam i was so tensed and was sure in my mind that iam flunking in may. i was not at all prepared and was confused wat to study bcom 2nd yr ke liye ya pcc ke liye. then kya kisi ke liye bhi properly padai nahi hui. nov10 i was fully perpared in my mind that i will clear but hen result is niot in our hand -- i didn't make it. by seeing my result i was frustrated coz when the result came all my friends passed i was left aside. by this time i had a very bad fear of costing fm in my mind. i use to cry a lot and think why is all this happening to me and all that stuff. thn i got a shock again whn my parents told me that i won't be sitting for the coming attempt nd wud consentrate on my 3rd year. i tried to convince them but all in vain.. i had to skip my attempt i had no choice. this also lead to break in my articleship. nov11 i cleared my pcc group 2 nd in may 12 grp 1st . a delay in my career that happened just coz i was not serious in the beginning or i wuld say i didn't worked hard. in may13 i gave my 1st group of final and i have not cleared it-- my score ac's 40 , sfm 39, audit 26 and law58. now my parents are telling me to gve one group at a time only and are teeling me not to register for 2nd group classes. guys iam really feeling helpless. i don't know what is happening with me. am i soo dumb?? i don;t know. all my friends are into jobs or on the verge of completing their MBA's and i have did nothing.. nor do i remember anything of what i did in aricleship neither i have a good track record of my ca pcc plus now final ka 1st group ka result.. i very well know i have to work very very hard to clear my exams plus learn the practicle work as well. i am getting mad at home now. agar kuch aacha hoga mujh main to i don't think wo hai abb muj main.. i know i have potential but i don't know why am i not able to get 100% of me. i get depressed very often with my self. i really think like iam good for nothing. i know somewhere in my heart that i can do it its not that tought - when many friends of mine who were behind me can do it why can't i. iam really frustrated. |
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Hello,
I have read your article and i would like to mention some points regarding this .you have mentioned that your friends are either on the verge of completing their mba or ready to enter into a job and you are nothing.but let me remind you that the ca degree will have much more value unless the mba is from top notch b-schools.even your friends are doing their mba from premier institutes ca has its own value.ca is not that easy course and it will take its own time.try to understand the reality and try not to compare yourself with others.
besides don,t put your friendship relation in studies.concentrate on your studies and try to pass . all your friends will be there.i think after you pass out after all these suffering you will be more strong,emotionally mature etc.so it will help in your future career as well as personal life as well.
regards.
Okay now that you understood that you didn't give your fullest efforts, stop wasting anymore time, and get down to the work immediately. Also you've to understand that just spending time before the books won't yield you anything. You need to also use that time efficiently and effectively if you want to be successul. But first thing, get out of your depressed state of mind. And stop doing that damn camparisions. The most important thing you need to understand is that what has happened has happened. What's done is done. Now you can't go back to your past and fix those issues. I can understand it's hard. It's tough. But hey you know what? It doesn't matter how disheartening and regretful your past may be, as long as you're doing your best in the present, if you want to make the rest of your life the best of your life. So get over your past. And stop over-thinking about your future. Just concentrate on the present. If you want to do anything worthwhile in your life, the only thing that you need to keep in your mind is that you've to see that you win today. That's it!
I know you can do it. You've the ability to do things that you can't even possibly begin to imagine. You've greatness within you. I'll see you in this January as CA. Sweety. Good luck!
The reality is you are CA final now. So just believe yourself and move ahead. Your parents are right now. Start doing prep for just 1 grp now. and ace it !
read my msg in your PM.
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Hello, I have read your article and i would like to mention some points regarding this .you have mentioned that your friends are either on the verge of completing their mba or ready to enter into a job and you are nothing.but let me remind you that the ca degree will have much more value unless the mba is from top notch b-schools.even your friends are doing their mba from premier institutes ca has its own value.ca is not that easy course and it will take its own time.try to understand the reality and try not to compare yourself with others. besides don,t put your friendship relation in studies.concentrate on your studies and try to pass . all your friends will be there.i think after you pass out after all these suffering you will be more strong,emotionally mature etc.so it will help in your future career as well as personal life as well. regards. |
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Thanks a lot Jignesh for appreciating, even many of us feeling the same but CA have its own value everywhere, we sholud realize it.
thank u friends. this was in my heart for a very long time and was sought of killing me inside since a long time. so i had finally decided yesterday to write it here and pour out wat is in my heart.
we all know inside our heart they we can do it but its just that we don't know how to implement it properly.
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