Need advice

but i dont know what to do?  i am stress and in bottom of the heart i dont want to leave ca. But my age and other factors tell me that i should start my job . i am confused and full of fustration. 

      Don’t torture yourself over the past. Use it as a teacher. Whatever happened to you in the past, has only prepared you for now.

    Wishing u brightest future

You are the best judge and nothing is impossible.

Relax and calm your mind and then think , answer will come.

Have faith and hope and remember failure is a step to success.

Work and studies can go side by side.

All the best..