My poem, messed up-thoughts

Sk. Abdul Aziz (CA - Final) (811 Points)

09 October 2011  

My Thoughts - Written by Sk. Abdul Aziz (Myself)

My mind's flooded with thoughts

My heart's racing at the rate of knots

The sub-conscious is bombarded by a barrage of tricky questions

Memories of the past come and haunt me every now and then

I don't know where to end and where to begin

People change like the seasons

Though I couldn't ever quite figure out the reasons

Love nowadays is pretty akin to money

Comes and goes at every alternate moment

Anger for me is momentary......

I usually keep it dormant

I don't intend to be a role model

I can never be one

I never quite enjoyed the winters

Always like the sun

Girls r special.....they seem to exude serenity and innocence

We boys can be handsome but they r beautiful in the true sense

Fame's good....fame's crazy

U let it get the better of you and u stop seeing clearly....everything seems hazy

Love's beautiful.....takes u in a different zone.....

....You're in a world which is completely ur own

Temptation's a necessity.....to some extent unavoidable

Hatred is a harsh reality......it's inconsolable

I wonder if we ever reveal our true side

It's like we mask our emotions and tend to hide

How often do u breathe the name of ur saviour in ur hour of distress?

How patient r u during moments of stress?

When the going gets tough and the path to success seems rough......

.........Have u ever thought of giving up?

At times i feel weak......i feel dizzy

Then again at times i'm in a tizzy

My love's beautiful....my love's pure.....

It's strong and can certainly endure........

..........the test of time.

We live in an age of media hype

The girls just seem to ignore me....tell me..."I ain't their type."

Am tired of livin' in isolation

My love wherever u r....just come to me.....

Am tired of writin poems and love songs....

I ain't a saint....but ain't a criminal either......have done more rights than wrongs......

......or am at least tryin'.....

I was never an obnoxious guy.....

To be good and humble...is somethin' i try.....

.......to do every single day of my ilfe.....

Nothin substantial in life comes easy.....

U gotta struggle....gotta strive...

And then with patience u shall survive.....

I wanna embark on a long journey...

Wanna dive into the depths of life....