Am i really useless ?

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Hi everyone.... Im back again wif few more dilemmas and disturbances.... 

My 1st audit was like a rough landing of an aeroplane... It wasnt peaceful. Tension, pressure and what not. And to add to that fact, i had no team leader nor a team fr almost a month. I dint kno what to do, how to do, where to start with. No help, nothing. I had to juz follow as per the instructions given to me OVER PHONE (mind you, they never came to me fr my help or to close the audit early)..... So i started dng things as per my knowledge... Slow, but progressed... Now, after a month, ppl come and ask me their doubts and clarifications, i fail to answer a few, coz i might have not done that area or i didnt kno how to tackle it. So since i dont know, i juz say I DONT KNOW SIR.... I tell them what i kno, and i dont what i dunno.... I juz cannot bluff...!! 

Now, for the 3rd quarter, the team has been changed but not me becoz the ppl felt that since i had audited the previous quarter, i would know about the things and its whereabouts better than anyone else. But i proved them wrong this time too coz i honestly havent covered EVERYTHING last time. I alone couldnt handle things. This again created an impression that I DONT KNOW ANYTHING AND I DONT WORK AND THAT IM USELESS.... They dun say it, but i can see it....!!

I have done very minor things... Everybody expect that im supposed to know every damn thing in the world... How can I ?

Im still a fresher... I dont know things.... When they leave me venture out on my own, its not necessary that i must cover everything.... I was provided with no checklists, nor a scope.... NOTHING...!!

 

Now, at any point of time, during any discussions, when my topic comes, ppl say THERE IS ONLY ONE THING THAT COMES OUT OF SANJANA'S MOUTH i.e., I DONT KNOW.....

It is so insulting and so depressing...!!

I feel like crying..!! I know, i agree im an average student but i dont skip work...!! I want to learn new things...!!

But their comments are decelerating my hopes n aspirations ...!!

Now, im removed from the team. Their say was that they juz wanna rotate so that there is no monotonousness fr me... coz i ve been doing since 4 months...!!

 

Is dat really their intention to set me free to learn new things OR they have removed me coz of im useless and brainless ?

This single question eats my peace at home also...!!

I feel so guilty coz i had lost an opportunity to learn n to prove myself or better to say i had spoilt the given opportunity...!!

I SO REGRET...!! 

 

WHAT DO I DO ?

AM I RLY USELESS ?

PLZ HELP ME,,,, ENCOURAGE ME, SCOLD ME.... but bring me outta this depression...!!

 

Replies (24)

there is no  use in getting depressed..    this is all  about a any professional life. we cant become smarter by one day.try to learn by ourselves.we have to walk through  thick and thin  to  become a good professional .u  still under training only...  this is all  comes under this part.......

try to identify you weak areas and improve on that  rather  than wasting time on depression..all  can give advices  only  which includes  me  which i am rightly  doing now...its you have to work on and move head.  dont  be get depressed  by  these things

Dont , worry , this is ur learing stage it happens to every one , just keep positive attiude towards ur work ,just try to understand the concepts of audits , prepair urself by going through various conepts before u go for audit. and dont feel shy to ask any thing  which u dont know. every one of us has goan through this stage. best of luck

 

But having such sorta THIS GIRL DOESNT KNOW ANYTHING opinion on me, do you think they let me venture out again ?

 

They might restrict me to a few areas or smthn like dat ?

Depression..!

"Duniya mein Sab se Badha Rog ,kya kahenge mere baare mein Log".

 

i am Fighting this since long for reasons out of my control...

 

 

You are Far better ,don be depressed ,because life is Big game ,articleship is small issue and moreoever ,the problem u r dealing with is certainly in control.

 

 

I just wanna share some instance of my articleship period...

 

I had been to office ,on day 1....My auditor directed me to an audit...Na check list na kuch....

 

The situation worsened cos ,we had no other resource person other than me myself to do such kind of  work..So atleast the options to ask for others advice get eliminated...

 

Precisely i had joined a Firm ,where i plan the work ,execute and ofcourse Auditor is gonna see some minimal issues which dont carry any weight....on Signing! or approving...

 

it took a lot of pain every new assignment...

 

under such Circumstances,what are u supposed to do.

 

These are ur following Freinds.

1)internet a best source -for check list sort of thing.

 

2)The Great swami vivekananda Told..Study or get educated in such a way that,how things can be implemented practically...u need to think practically..wen u work ,for that u need to be conceptually strong...

 

3)unlike ur Firm ,my firm dint ve any resource person....u ve people in ur firm atleast whom u can call and ask for....but beware,u cant cant ask each silly thing...First apply ur mind,prepare what to speak vi a phone or whatever...u need to make them understand ur doubt..not beat around the bush.

 

4)As far as people thinking u don knw anything...if that is true i wanna congragulate you..Guess Why?

 

The great Kabir says-"Have Critics in your life,Because thats wat makes u grow".u have people to Find Faults in u for free of cost man...

 

Accept criticism-Be patient- tats how u will grow..

 

5)Confidence Comes from being open to the problem ,not knowing every damn thing.This opennes will come if u start think practically.

 

6)Don knw attitude with clinet- change it to " ill Let u knw Sir",research ,get ur specific doubts clarrified from seniors,without killing much of their time...

 

i don wanna u to sleep depressed....Cos u don ve to be,,,

What u r thinking is not Depression ,its struggle...

 

The Man Edison Failed thousand times ,He dint give up at the age of 67 ...He discovered Bulb...People criticized him...You are perhaps in ur early 20's who should be more depressed u or edison...

 

 

u ve Failed...But u r not a Failure...

 

Sleep...and say while Sleeping,ill strive to do better tomo..Say this everyday...

 

U got to be better...

How to be better..Strive!

 

The Great Henry wordsworth says...

"The Heights By great men reached and kept ,were not obtained by sudden Flight.But They while their Companions,slept were toiling upward in the Night"

 

"After Every hardship there is Ease"

 

There is no reason to be depressed....!

 

 

 

dont b so much depressed u havent done anything wrong n first ofall dont call urself useless as ur nt atall useless....

n u have lost one opportunity still der are many if no one teaches just try to learn urself by observing ppl around u and reading from books apply ur bookish knowledge....be determined n confident u dont need to bluff nythin...u dont knw its okay no prob as ur der to learn things ur not an expert slowly n steadily u will b an expert but for dat u will b facing many hurdles lik dis.....dont b depressed at this wont let u to move ahead.......n those who say dat sanjana dont knw anythin show dem that sajnana knows evrything and c is capable to doing things have faith in urself u can do it.......n if u prove urself in one area definately more opportunities will come.......

keep smiling!!!!!!! it reduces stress smiley

hi sanjana,i know its easy to say than to face the situation bt dear it happens,and beginings r always toughest.u hv not lost an opportunity,u hv gained an insight into things which u dont know,u hv cum to know ur weakest area,nw that u know where u lack what all u need to do is mk ur weakness ur strongest points,do lil more hard work and soon whole world will b behind u,u shud b thankful to those who insulted u bcoz nw just tighten up ur belt ,get up with ur head firmly hed on ur shoulders and show ur real worth to them by working on ur weaker areas,nw that u r into different team prove them all wrong,and dont worry dear it happens,even v tk tym to adjust in a new class and this enviroment is so new to u,its ok,jst hv confidence on ur abilities and work lil more hard,go into deepest depth of ur wrk,try to know what all u r doing,if u dont get instructions then u can use net,books to gather knowledge and hv a grip on the things,its not that difficult just that u got to b well versed wid ur wrk,just lil more hard wrk and u'll b among the toppest members of ur team........................

all the very best.hv faith in god and just remember one thing "when going gets tough,the tough gets going".

enlightened Remember you are doing a professional course. i.e you have to guide others. For this you must be a self-driven personality.  BY going through your 'complaint' that no body guided and left you alone  it is not really axptable  i.e. should not have been highlighted . Instead at this point of time you should have raised valid ?s and demonstrated your capabilities . then your superiors would have realised your intrinsic worth.

Now how to bring out your intrinsic worth is ?.

keeping the fact that you are in audit profession I suggest you,

remember the fundamental principle in accounts ...i.e where there is debit there is credit.

Now while auditing whenever you found something incorrect OR not clear then immediately how 'THISSU' must have reflected in other side of accounbtancy. If so ? is that. Thus you gain knoiwledge. When you sought clarification whenver you did not get convincing answer for this definitely  Ur superiors would have appreciated. for your analytical skills.  

This is eactly ? is the reason you could not answer whenever you are asked any ?. Had adopted the approach of identifying the compensating errors that must have been made to ensure debit=credit you could have easily answered any ? that must have been put.

All the best.

dear friend

One line from my mobile msg inbox-

" you are not useless because great God never create anything waste."

So you are lucky that he created  you and choosed you to do such wonderful course. So learn as more as you can to thank God in best possible manner.

This same thing happened with me when i was fresher..and it was my first bank audit...nobody helped me..my sir never explained me anything ....But remember one thing ...articleship is to learn step by step,so don't loose hope.

If you don't know anything, or facing any problem at the time of audit..frankly ask to you sir,

Interact with your CA friends...

note down the queries and ask any knowledgeable person.

Things will change soon.

All the best.

Originally posted by : The Redemption

Depression..!

"Duniya mein Sab se Badha Rog ,kya kahenge mere baare mein Log".

 

i am Fighting this since long for reasons out of my control...

 

 

You are Far better ,don be depressed ,because life is Big game ,articleship is small issue and moreoever ,the problem u r dealing with is certainly in control.

 

 

I just wanna share some instance of my articleship period...

 

I had been to office ,on day 1....My auditor directed me to an audit...Na check list na kuch....

 

The situation worsened cos ,we had no other resource person other than me myself to do such kind of  work..So atleast the options to ask for others advice get eliminated...

 

Precisely i had joined a Firm ,where i plan the work ,execute and ofcourse Auditor is gonna see some minimal issues which dont carry any weight....on Signing! or approving...

 

it took a lot of pain every new assignment...

 

under such Circumstances,what are u supposed to do.

 

These are ur following Freinds.

1)internet a best source -for check list sort of thing.

 

2)The Great swami vivekananda Told..Study or get educated in such a way that,how things can be implemented practically...u need to think practically..wen u work ,for that u need to be conceptually strong...

 

3)unlike ur Firm ,my firm dint ve any resource person....u ve people in ur firm atleast whom u can call and ask for....but beware,u cant cant ask each silly thing...First apply ur mind,prepare what to speak vi a phone or whatever...u need to make them understand ur doubt..not beat around the bush.

 

4)As far as people thinking u don knw anything...if that is true i wanna congragulate you..Guess Why?

 

The great Kabir says-"Have Critics in your life,Because thats wat makes u grow".u have people to Find Faults in u for free of cost man...

 

Accept criticism-Be patient- tats how u will grow..

 

5)Confidence Comes from being open to the problem ,not knowing every damn thing.This opennes will come if u start think practically.

 

6)Don knw attitude with clinet- change it to " ill Let u knw Sir",research ,get ur specific doubts clarrified from seniors,without killing much of their time...

 

i don wanna u to sleep depressed....Cos u don ve to be,,,

What u r thinking is not Depression ,its struggle...

 

The Man Edison Failed thousand times ,He dint give up at the age of 67 ...He discovered Bulb...People criticized him...You are perhaps in ur early 20's who should be more depressed u or edison...

 

 

u ve Failed...But u r not a Failure...

 

Sleep...and say while Sleeping,ill strive to do better tomo..Say this everyday...

 

U got to be better...

How to be better..Strive!

 

The Great Henry wordsworth says...

"The Heights By great men reached and kept ,were not obtained by sudden Flight.But They while their Companions,slept were toiling upward in the Night"

 

"After Every hardship there is Ease"

 

There is no reason to be depressed....!

 

 

 


really impressive writing..nt only my friend who ws sufferrin frm the problem but othrs also who hd similar feelin will b motivatd wid ur words... i'm 1 of dem..

really appreciate ur thoughts...
 

Hey!!!

LIFE is a LEARNING PROCESS.....not only you, many articles face this problem....after going through all the replies, i would say

OPEN YOUR MOUTH and ask for what u want from your seniors and bosses. Discuss with articles in other firms, even this website is amazingly useful.....

From your words "I WANT TO LEARN", i found out that you have the most required thing - WILL POWER.. Go Ahead!!!!!!!!!!

sanjana ji, lots of sympathy with u.

one becomes expert in audit when he gains confidence & experience....one can not teach you every thing

they can just guide you....so it happened with me also...in my times,rule was to send only one person

so that he doesnt chit chat & work more....when u r new & dont know the answer than just tell that person

sir plz send ur querries via mail..than u can take help of books , friends & atlast our google..

at last when u learn & read theory for exam purpose than think that you have to implement it practically

in life.....for eg you learn SA 505 initial engagement opening balance than no body will tell u that

first step in audit is to check opening bal...try to remember theory & implement it in practical

where u r stucked take help of seniors & books.

be patient & always give reply to whosoever approaches u.. after doing r & d with books & google

thanks.....

Thanks fr all ur replies n concern...!!

I know that i cannot be spoon fed all the time... i dun want them to do dat also...!!

I will learn , it mght take time but i will..!!

My only problem is that, since i have nil experience, i might not have covered every aspect of audit.... and when being questioned by my seniors related to the same, i dun have any answer coz i havent dealt with it... So i say i dun know or i havent covered it...!!

The I DONT KNOW is what is bothering them and creating a bad impression on me...!! 

I will learn dats not a problem, but expecting to know everything frm the beginning is what is pressurizing me...!!

 

dear its common wid all,u can b a step ahead of ur seniors by doing ur home work,whatever assingment is given to u just try to read abt it thru net or books,what all r the critical areas,what one must know and all this is part of struggle everybody goes thru it.just b well versed wid things thats it.


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