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                   Joined June 2012
                
               
			  
			  
             
            
             boss Amit.. get used to tough times.. don't expect much sympathies. you seem like you were expecting the world to be offered on platter after completing CA. No orientation program will teach you but let me tell you - the first 3-4 years after completing CA will be a struggle. You will doubt your abilties, value of CA certificate etc.. But slowly the boat will steady.
UPSC karke kya karega? Salaaam marega? UPSC is much much tougher life. They will put you in an office with a single table fan and thousands of notices and give you some dumb assistants who will be 30 yrs older than you. What did you expect from UPSC - laaal batti etc..  Look at the case of Ashok Khemka. He himself has told in an interview that if you expect a good life in services 'pl don't join'.
So instead of jumping around aimlessly (because I doubt your doing upsc because of passion for services) take time off and do a reality check.