Totally failed career and health wise ca ipcc student

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Niraj Nirala

Student>>CA>>IPCC

134 Points Joined August 2011

I am Niraj Nirala, at 26. I am now totally fed up with my life. I don't what should I do with myself. I am Chartered Accountant student who failed 8times earlier in 2nd group of IPCC (Intermediate) exam and now once again just after 4 days 9th time I am going to appear. And today I am suffering from wheezing and shortness of breathing.

Let me tell you whole condition about my health. When I was 2-3 years old since then I am suffering from this (wheezing and shortness of breathing). I visited many as doctors till now if I say by guess for this problem I may had visited 30-40 doctors. Who suggested me if I will turn 10 it will automatically be gone but there were no changes then some other doctor suggested the same that I will be fine at the age of around 15 but still nothing changed. As my parents were not that known to that I had to get treated by a pulmonologist so till the age of somewhere 22-23 I always visited general physician/doctor. When I started reading about my problem on internet then I understood what is exactly I am facing. Mostly I get into this problem whenever face dust, change of weather, pollution. So I started visiting pulmonologist. Then one said I have allergy who treated me with medicines and told to wear mask all the time. Then after a year I visited another pulmonologist who declared I have chronic bronchitis what I believe this is the disease I am suffering from.

So since my childhood I suffered on an average 2times a year cold, cough, wheezing, shortness of breathing for atleast 1 month or more everytime; once suffered from Jaundice, Dengue, recently 1 month ago Chikangunia. I am 5"5 and my weight is 50kg. Always blocked throat for which I try to clear it which also sounds whole day.

My parents have no money so I will get treated by any well known or popular doctors by paying huge fees.

At the end in short I will say I have no health, no wealth, completely failing in my career, no personality, niether friends nor happy family and I am already 26; it became totally a hopeless life without any idea that why I hve been born. In an all I hate myself and say why I born. 2-3 times I was like I must not live any more mainly in the worst conditions of health. What should I do?? I have read and watched all motivational things.

I am totally poor at concentration when I am alone. But always wanted that if I had a friend at same stage definitely we had success together. Since my concentration is as good studying with someone as bad alone.

Especially my health and career made me totally hopeless. No idea what should I do, where do I go?? 😭😭😭😢😢😫😥

Replies (26)

learner

nil

243 Points Joined April 2014

brother u r already a brave guy, according to me, you are good enough to become CA , ur post is showing sincerity in you, you just need to Give attempt without any fear or tension then i m sure you will definitely pass just forget all these things bcoz you are from tough people and tough people never give up, remember in CA age does nt matter, at last ur knowledge will matter so spend time in gaining knowledge and leave on god, good time will definitely come into ur life just keep faith on good and work hard with honestly :)

VIVEK CHOUKSEY

Industrial Trainee

303 Points Joined January 2011

Your post made me type , despite i have a exam day after tomorrow. I would strongly recommend you to read works of swami vivekananda . None can help you , none can motivate you , only your inner motivation will last long . My dear friend , you have internet access, look around the world , it is filled with warriors of will . If we have unshakable belief , nothing in world can defeat us . We have a choice , either to give up or to fight back .

Even stephen hawking with only movement of eyes has shook up the world . I have countless example but nothing will work until you do .

If you want something bad enough, you will get it but you have to work for it , it is not going to be easy but that is what it is .

Best of luck and never ..never give up

RAM KUMAR.K.S

EMPLOYEE

167 Points Joined November 2009

Dear Friend, there is a proverb..U r the creator of your own destiny. Though u r putting your efforts, u may face failure. Try to find out the negative points that leading your failure. U r not doing the impossible thing. Also when u r suffering with ill health, try to concentrate on health only. better...never mix up all the things.Set right your health first. CA is not the only thing in life. If u have the will to survive in your life, u may shine up in other sector. there are several persons whom I know, who have struggled a lot with CA, left it and shining in other fields. All the enterprenuers in India are CAs nor all CAs leading a best life. Your charecter and motto matters a lot...