I am preparing for my cs executive exam. i had written group 1 of it last june and didnt clear it. now i have enrolled for both the modules and exams are exactly 2 months away.

To be true i am studying well compared to last attempt. but my plan of studying systematically from august start failed. however i have made a plan for 2 months and just wrote it down as said by one of members of CCI. But i still have something called fear within me.

some thoughts come to my mind like

" if i fail.....i will quit.....i will end myself( had a dream of it one night)....i will join a job and quit studies.....etc.....

i try to be positive many times but the fear takes control of me at times.....i know i have to conquer this fear to be successful. i was just thinking and was deep in thought today afternoon and suddendly my father came to me and sensed something is wrong within me.he just asked " son....you will pass this time right?". dont know why i am afraid why i am so upset these days. my friends say i am depressed .....come lets enjoy and go to movie and relax......

i am really sad ......i disperately want to succeed this time in december......oh fear i wanna conquer you

No child! dont feel depressed and pressurised. WHY DO WE DO PROFESSIONAL STUDIES TO EARN A SMOOTH LIFE. TO ADD COLORS TO OUR LIFE NOT TO MAKE IT DARK AND HOPELESS! Pressure on our mind decreases our capacity. First of all to give ur best u need to take deep breaths, relax and think - I will do it with 100 % sincerity, God helps those who helps themselves! When God is with u (take him with u always, feel ur father (God) is with u always, feel his presence, love, care all for his children. Have faith in him he'll do justice with all, he does. No question to worry. Dont doubt his action result justice and ur capabilities. Do ur karma with positive feeling without thinking abt result. Just do ur best and leave the rest to God.