Reality Check

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Guest

Hi all ,

It is my earnest request to understand my position and help me/guide me.

Recently I realised that I am coming out of mental illness(29) and now going to start my ca final preparation.

I have already posted many things and since now I have gained some maturity and understanding about all the mundaneness and life ..

I am in a problem where it will take me time to recover(ADHD) may be about 3 years.

And meanwhile I need to complete my CA and get practical exposure which is 0 in my view about anything including technology .

I have to educate myself with so many things .
I feel according to my nature and position I should also get educated in stock trading and earn to give me and my family a better future.

I don't know if I will get married or not.
All I know is I am in a troublesome position which only I can understand better.

CCI is a public platform but for me my remaining life is very crucial.

I want to live with sense of joy and life at its fullest.

Otherwise I won't be able to handle the pain.
I was a studious person and had lot of really toxic experiences.

My parents cannot understand.

I have tried to make them understand. But it's no worth.

People have made me a joke.

I left a so called Corporate job where I went through such worst environment ....main almost pagal ho gaya tha....

I was about to suicide but I made a choice to quit the job and work on my physical and mental health along with studies and all the household chores.

I beg the reader to help me by letting me know what shall I do.

Main jitna samajhdar banta ja raha hu uss basis par query post kar deta hu.

I know it's idiotic.
But one who is really mature would understand my pain and agony.

I have gone through a harsh time.
I have lost very precious years.

please help...i m literally crying right now....

Delhi/NCR is the worst place to be in india.

I would like to relocate from here.
Either Gujarat or Bangalore but before that I need to educate and get good practical exposure.

Is there anyone who can help me out with sincerity.

Replies (6)

Varun Malhotra

social

342 Points Joined March 2019

Seems to be disturbed mentality.

First have faith in God, and in Yourself.

Concentrate first on studies, and forget past. Think Positive.

Shivam

Final Student

66 Points Joined July 2010

download the application "finapp" from playstore.
their is a discussion tab in the app.
you can share your problems and you will find that app very helpfull

Guest

Thanks...yes I was disturbed but it was necessary to share this to get some wise piece of advises .

Thanks aap log jitna bata paye.

And other those who are reading this plz give me required responses.

I am helping out myself in the best possible manner.

Please come forward....upar se bhagwaan nahi aayenge.

I believe in myself that's why I chose CA again.

Thanks once again.

Rohan Gundappa

student

304 Points Joined February 2019

Have Faith

Pray God.

Think ONLY Positive.

Do meditation and have some recreation period in between studies.

Forget past, which has passed...

Good luck.

naveen madhav

Student CA CPT

53 Points Joined January 2013

Hello Akash,

Remember God can only change your mental state.But God will not help those people who don't help themselves.It is you who need to take charge of your life and take a firm decision in your life to get out of the mess which you are going right now.It's your life.Your life is your responsibility.Anyone can give you advise but at the end of the day it is you who have to make that advise work. Remember everyone make terrible mistakes in life at one time or the other but that's not end of life.I bet that everyone who is living in this world will get sucidal thoughts atleast once in their life time.You are not a exception to it and Suicide will even make your situation worse than ever you can imagine.My Friend,One thing I can say you "This is the time where you need to be really strong.This is the time where life is throwing you challenges.Don't be victim of it and go with the flow of life.Confront it, change it as much as possible which you are able to change.You can change everything around you by just changing your mindset.Be strong learn from your past mistakes or blunders which you have committed and first try to forgive yourself and forget your past.Your past will only depress you.At last I can say You can't change your Past but you can change your future by taking correct actions at Present.Just focus on the present and give your everything to make the most of it...Be strong..May God will be with you always...

Guest

Aise toh main creative bhi hu... people use to say that main hasata hu........somebody even told me to be a youtuber.....but I don't know why I feel like doing CA and later on learn about stock trading. But I have no guidance . Can anyone help me in this.