Need Advice...sincerly

I am 29 years...
I have been academic topper in SSC and Intermediate with above 90 percent...
I have registered for CA CPT in 2009 and secured distinction without coaching...
After that registered for CA IPCC in 2010 and prepared for exams without coaching...In my 4th attempt I had failed with all papers above 40 each but group - I(168/200) and group II(136/150)....
Got disappointed and due to financial problems I joined job...
Starting from Accounts Assistant in a listed company and got promoted as executive there and after a job change I had recently worked as Assistant Manager...
But I don't find any job satisfaction and resigned for that job & again revalidated my registration to give attempt to this time...but now also my I have no preparation at all...

Hence advice me what to do to get a respectful and passionate career....whether to continue CA or go for a job again after lockdown...

I am having financial obligations right now also but due to lock down I am unable to go for a job search...

Plz advice honestly..
Thanq in advance...