God can you give me my 8 years back

uma.. (CA FINAL) (612 Points)

27 November 2012  



I dont know where to go


I cant share this with any of my friends since they will think i have gonna mad


Day by day i am going into depression


It was about 8 years back when i was a bright student


loved logics 


want to do something unique


ineterted in engineering but listen to others


and got to know CA is far better than engineering and a reputed course\


joined CA with excitement 


bought prospectus the very next day after 12th board exam


joined cpt and cleared with distinction


joined office since i was in pcc


initially doesnt understand wat its all about


did only accounting work


than thought it may be since it beginning 


may be i will learn something interesting later on


and 3 years went like this


got to know practically it is all about figures and saving tax of clients


lost my all excitement


now it was too late to know that CA is not my cup of tea


i cant change my career any more


i have to complete this for my parents


and presently i have given CA final exams


my friends completed engineering 2 years back


enjoyed college life


working in reputed companies and working on international projects


and i 


lost my golden days of college


and now


after becoming chartered have to stuggle for a job of 3lakh per annum




I have done a biggest mistake of my life


by listening others and not to my heart


God give me my 8 years back please please please