Every one is against on me

Firstly don't panic, secondly have self belief that you can do it. stop paying heeds to all the negative people around you. Focus on studies. change books, it will definitely help. Read few motivational quotes daily. Talk to people who cleared the exams very easily. 

Dear Venkatesh, Trust me Friend i know how it feels like, and i guess many other do too.

One thing you shall learn that No matter what you do some or ther other person will be against it, you can't keep everyone happy,

Then what shall you do??

First of all make yourself Happy, If you are not nothing else will be.

Now about CA- i cleared my IPCC in 3 attempts,

i gave 3 attempts of CA Final, Last time i got 197 in 1st grup and 186 in 2nd., My family is not so well funded and my future worries them a lot,

they want me to earn and go for Bank exams

All am trying to say is that you are not the only one,

All you have to do is find a midway, like Do what your parents weant you to do, atleast tell them that you are and along with that focus on your Ca studies,

you can join a class for an hour for Govt. jobs and rest of the day study study study.

Yes it involves lying but i find that easy.

 Giving up is the last thing you shall do, even you don't clear it you'll have more knowledge than many of your Non-CA friends,

 AND importantly Life is about learning, if you do it by your own you may find a better solution, Do not get frustated so early.

Stay Calm, smile, say yes to everyone and do whatever you want to do anyway....

(after writing this i feel like am a bad company)

let others compare you with the world around.. you have to understand that each individual is different in capabilities and skills.. moreover, we cannot go and change the world.. soo just ignore them and proceed towards your goal..

(Self Motivation trick - take a paper and write CA-------(your name) and stick it where you study.. That's your goal)

Through away all the negative thoughts from others,you can do ur best,be confident and make urself happy always this time u will pass...ALL THE BEST

sir,

nothing to say after reading this , excellent excellant excellant !!!!!