can any one help me out.. my life is in ruins

john. (pcc student) (25 Points)

10 December 2010  

i just lost my first love  our 5 year relation is coming to an end..i cant concntrate on my studies n i think im losing it..if this continue for long im sure ill get mad..i cant think abt nethn else..ne tips to regain my old self..... plz help me..the worst thing is dat ..sometimes i feel its my fault coz i couldnt pass earlier n get a job..i think dats y her parents wont agree.. n she is not gona force her prents n wait...  i hate my self now..n lost interst in everything.. i talkd to my parents n they too can only sympathize ... some times i feel i dnt wnt to live ne more..  wta should i do?