i m not cleared pcc even in 3rd attempt

its just a shame for me because my junior article cleared pcc in first attempt. my CA appreciating him and . after this attempt my CA behave with me like that he dont know who i am. this is not a thing of sharing in publicly  but i want to kill my frustration. before this attempt my ca give me full appreciation because i was a leading article. i know that my junior article have no knowledge about any kinda of audit. now i m thinking what i recieved after doing hard work in articleship that is  FAILURE IN EXAM (KYA YE HI HOTI HAI PRACTICLE APPROACH). 

               NOW I M FEELING LIKE KILLING MY SELF

                  (lakin aisa karke bhi kya kar Lunga )

                    NOW I WANT UR SUGGESTION 

                                                        SHOULD I GO FOR NEXT ATTEMPT