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hi friends

i have completed ca in first attempt (group wise).

now i am depressed as i did not do articleship because i had severe financial problems.

i joined some institute for teaching commerce students so as to support my family.

now i am confused what to do?

as i want to learn all work also.

i did not get placement in campus although 3 companies shortlisted me.

my principal always said to me no need to come to office as i also do not have too much work.

please tell me whether i should join some company or ca firm.

actually i have lack of confidence of handling any work independently.

i want all experts here guide me