Unable to take control of myself!!!

rebecca (CA-IPCC) (86 Points)

13 February 2012  

I am not able to take control of myself..the thought of getting back to these books once again is killing me....the thought of not able to get atleast an exemption after all these attempts is making me doubt my ability to study...is it that only students who give 14 to 15 hrs of study are able to pass...am gettin only negative thoughts in the bargain my productivity has been reducing considerably over the attempts...the attempt i gave was the 6th...am not able to leave it either...i might give only one group this time...dunno where to start how to start and when to start...indecision