Had written this poem when i failed to clear finals..........was so damn depressed that i wanted to run somewhere far away......today when I read my words......i can feel the pain......the anguish......but i had faith that i'd come over it.....just wanted to share it .......i guess writing out ur frustrations help to bring it down ........so here it is...
Mai akela gum-sum udaas....
Hairaan,pareshaan aur niraash....
Koi bhi nahi jo mujhe yeh bataye.. ke jeevan itna katheen q hai,..
Koi bhi nahi jo mujhe samjhaye... yeh samay itna jatil q hai...
Hazaaro sawaal hai man me jinka koi jawaab nahi,...
Fir bhi mai sawaal kiye jaata hu...,sayad kuch toh raahat mile kahi..
Log kehte hai k mai bolta bahut hu,...
Mai bolta bahut hu ...q k mai sehta bahut hu...
Lekin saayad abb mai aur seh na saku,...
Aankho me aanshu liye aur hass na saku,...
Maana k jeevan ek sanghrash hai,....
Fir bhi saayad ..ab mai aur sanghrash kar na saku...
Bas itni si duwa hai uss rab se,...
Na ho koi aur udaas,...
Na ho koi aur niraash....,
Duniya me na aaye kabhi .....mere jaisa ek aur vikaash……..
CAclubindia
