Mentally disturbed

Pehle bhi kaha just remove tag idiot with you.You are enough healthy. So just discuss your problem, there will be solution for sure.

Whatever your problem is, once u face it will not anymore a problem, it is a problem when you are scared to face it, so get up clear your thoughts and face it.

The biggest problem is i am innocent and it is not that easy for someone who has being so called intelligent throughout his life and as soon as enters the real world knows nothing.

I don't want to be repetitive but this feeling of helplessness is something i am not getting rid of.
Few years back I was not even able to communicate or open up because I was unaware of many things and if today I am not going to get right answers then there may be a time when I would be thinking kaash uss time mujhe koi help kar deta .
Nobody loves to be called pessimistic or any degrading types but everyone would certainly like to be someone who is going to live the remaining part of life at the fullest .

Parenting matters and somewhere my parents had been over protective and may be they were ignorant towards me .
I had blamed than enough but now it would be only just me who will either hammer his own foot otherwise whatever they say like it is destiny...

I was a very good guy but now I have realised that I was a fool so far.
Sab bas apna kaam nikaal lete thay aur ek ko bhi fark nahi padta

Yaha fir bhi padhe likhe aur experienced log hai jo kuch acha suggest kar sakte hai
and ha this time i am being selfish for my only life
But this kya karu thing is ...i don't the word to describe the feeling

I don't feel normal ..i never compared myself but yes i always had this feeling that there is something which I lack within me aur main chah ke bhi samajh nahi pa raha tha

insaan ko itna bhi shareef nahi hona chahiye ke log usko andar se khatam karde fir wo koi neighbour,relative ya principal hi kyu na ho.

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No problem..one day i will be happy too and would be living life without regrets

Just understood one thing, instead of thinking all this focus on work. You will definitely out of this situation

It's okay, this is normal you and others like you are not idiots..take help of any good counsellor/doctor and surely you'll find a cure and feel better. all the best 💫

Yes you may consult some doctor.

Sometimes i just need someone to talk ..to listen

i may sound stupid at that moment but it is so much necessary to spend a regular day

i don't want to annoy/bother anyone but i just want to feel light inside

mann halka aur thik ho jata hai

Then search a life partner for you.

Try listen music soft with closed eyes for some moment when these thoughts covered your mind, just relax yourself and try to think nothing just good things happened with you during your life period. This works for me.

Thanks actually I need therapy
May what happened to me doesn't happen to any other

I will suffer for my past karma
This is destiny