Guidance required Please!!!!!!!!!!!

it's sad to c tht u have not been able to clear despite sitting for 5 times.....howver dont lose hope if u feel u have it in u ..........howver i also strongly blve that not evryone who joins CA course becomes a CA.......and if u are admant...then u got to have lots of patience......willingness to work hard and luck too...........so 1st thing i want u to do is ask urself"is this worth doing?...do i really want to do this?????? m i made for this or sumthing else??"".............if the answer is affirmative then u shud definitle do it....
now coming back to ur query........i can feel that u r terribly disturbed.....ur confidence must b on all tym low......this is wat failure can do to u .....but keep up ur morale high....one success will wipe up all the pain.......but u still have a long way to go...........
with regards to buks.....i have been out of touch with the syllabus but i suggest u seek help of other members here....and invest in gud buks.......and jst follow one buk.....there is no point following multiple buks.......content sab me ek hi hota hai........and i strongly advocate compilers.........and one last suggestion .......be precise when u write........gud writing skills will definitely benefit u ............and no one can design a study routine for u ......as no one knws u btter than u ur self...........howevr i can share my plan when i was preparing...c if this helps.......
no one can device a plan for ur study routine....only u knw urslef the best......however i can share my style when i was preparing.....
i was  waiting for the tuitions to get over so that i can sit and study at home for audit and IT ,for these subjects I hadnot taken tuitions.......and my exm was due in nov.......i still rem,tuition of other subjects ended during d end of sept and i jst had aprox 1 mnth to tackle these subjects and had to revise other subjects too...........i almost had a panic attack ...........but i didnt give up.......i devised 1 week 1 subject plan...........so i tackled audit in 1 week......and trust me,i had not studied it before......during that 1 week i did jst audit.slept with audit,woke up with audit .......i had further refined my plan...i jst studied frm compiler...collection of 20 terms......so i used to do 4 terms in 1 day.........and in remaining 2 days i evn managed to revise..........i did standards from book............and boom............audit ran in my blood........all this hardwrok paid off,....i scored 78 and this helped me to pull my group total as i had not done well in other subjects..but i managed to clear in 1 attempt.........
and with regards to IT ......i followed the same thing......it has never been my fav subject.infact i blve,no commerce student will njoy studing it........so it's like a bitter syrup medicne which u have to take no matter wat............
so jst pull up ur socks.......get some inner self confidence and get going....no one can devise a plan for u .....only u knw wats gud for u and wat strategy suits u ..feel free to ask for any help i cud b of...wud gladly help u.............all the best..............