CA examination paper

Hello
I gave my exam in May 2019....
and this was 3rd attempt...
what I observed was the paper I scored max in one attempt I failed the same in next attempt...
and the subject I scored an exemption in mock ...I failed the same in final...

but after the results I was so upset and gave up..I thought maybe it's really my fault..and now so many paper issues coming in lime light...I am doubting about my paper...

is there any way I can get my papers?