A continuous failure story.

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Hai Guys first of all i will introduce myself this is Sasanka Bhalaki a poor and below average guy. Who studies hard but fails in presenting it and ultimately fails continuously without any pinch of feeling.. so coming to the Career of my CA . Actually i cleared my +2 with a percentage of 90.6, which gave me a confidence of clering the CPT in first attempt. later joined articles..till then it was fine..started studying for the pcc june 2009 which is my first attempt and seriously flopped. Anyways being a CA family everyone encouraged me that u will surely clear next time so took confidently only one group and attempted it with full power 145 is the total. then finally decided not to take single group and wanted to prepare for the two groups. There comes a big twist in my story a diversions got me very hardly and dumped me in two attempts. i felt wrong on myself and took a crash course in CA chapter and studies from starting again fail i theory papers. 

My father asked me one fine day that are u seriously intrested in doing CA. I regretted that question becoz till then my dad was supporting me during my failures' then i realised my mistake and came to hyderabad and took the subjects which i am lacking and studied hard for it. Again in my life success doesn't come easily then i affected with typhoid coouldn't study in the last momment sick during the exams..and some hunama made by me in examination hall like fainting, vomiting etc.. so but the thing is i didn't failed in any subject  and even didn't cross the mark 50 in any subject. so again treated as failure.

So right from the childhood myy dad never scolded me.. For the first time to my fate it happened in the recent results and he decided that i am the only guy who is failing and simply admitting it without any shame on my part. Wah such an great expression from my dad crying indeed i seriously cried cried cried and crying all the time. thought to quit life. but i know i am not having that dare too. in meanwhile there is a big twist that apart from from CA i Gave CWA inter first attempt past june which result recently came and gave me a permanant symbol that u r a failure. This made my parents more angry. (actually that is common reaction) finally this time i got to prove two things in my life 

1. To Clear this PCC last attempt in Nov 2012. and CWA inter in Dec 2012.

2. To Show that i am a successful man in this world.

IF i had not fulfilled that i am nowhere worth in this world. no use to this world.

At last u might be getting doubt that why i am telling all this??? because i just wanted to share my aguish i don't know what would happen to me in future. But i seriously expect to happen good to me in future. and i need all ur wishes an d prayers.

Regards,

Sasanka Bhalaki.

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so sad...don worry my frnd...

ur hardworks surely going to impact this nov dec exam wit successful resultss...

surely ll pray 4 u..

study wit concentration don feel inferior nor divert urself thinking of wat ur dad said...

everything ll get answered by ur good result in coming attempt..

best of luck...yes

let god help u to prepare n clear nov dec examyes

 

Dont let the environment take over you, instead make the environment the way you want.

 

Analyse your mistakes and rectify it. Make your own self notes for theory as well as practical subjects. Do make use of mnemonics in memorising theory subjects.

 

May God give you the Best he has....

 

All the Best !!!

 

Regards,

Sourav Mittal

I guess your main reason is fear ... as with every attempt failure fear increased by itself .. and don't wry coz of your father .... coz his anger is for short time. when you'll clear .... your parents would be most happiest person in this world.

 

no one knows you better than you ... so first of all list out all the mistakes which you tend to do.... for example in my recent exams ...

  1. my argument with my examiner led my 20 minutes disrupted mind.So definitely I wanna improve this point ...coz the same thing happened with me in 2 exams.
  2. Hiccups were terrible for my exam .... there was hardly any 15 minutes in which I didn't got any hiccup ... m still searching for remedy ... so plz take care of your health ... n abt hiccups n all ... srry ... I still have no remedy ..
  3. water .. I guess most imp thing  ... whenevr i forgot or lose temper ... I used to drink water .. so its really good to have water bottle.
  4. updation ... By god ... its the real killer ... amended book is better than using the old book and searching for doubts again and again ....
  5. law and audit  compiler is really good. As  questions repeat often .....
  6. costing n accounts ..P.C.tulsian best for practice ...

 

To be honest , there are lots n lots of tips to give ... 100s of ideas to follow ... but nothing will work ... if you remain pessimist ... so first of all believe yourself.

make a list of every query and every doubts and get it resolved as early as possible ....

my fav hobby is writing whenever I am damn upset ... It really helps ... when you can't talk or actually don't want to share your pain ...

n last ... control your emotions ... no matter what happens ... coz sometimes when we get lost into memories of past ...we forget that not just our time but our focus is also shifting  from our main aim.

for first.....trust in yourself that u r capable to clear this exam..i know you have a fear or feeling incompetent. i jst give u some tips to overcome this fear  ....try to look ur acheivement that u done in past??
u r fearing because u r filled with loads of negativity in your mind. jst try to vanish this negativity that u r incompetent. u have guts to get even a rank . ...secondly alive your passion.... that passion which helped u to secure 90% in board exams...trust me!! irrespective of whatever people say...u enjoy studies only if u've passion in it. .......passion of hunger to clear it...if u r capable to do so..no matter how people say about you
u 'll definitely find the key to lock their mouths.....have a great career ahead!!
n be a man! yaar....you are scholar.....:)

All the Best

Dear Sasanka Bhalaki

i salute your courage that you fight so many attempts and still fighting. I salute your courage that you shared your failures at public platform. Sorry for using word 'failure' because there is nothing like that in this world.

less or more same incidence happend with me ( i shared it in my article). But the hardwork was not in vain, finally i cleared. My friend who failed 4 time in pcc, passed in cs executive in 1st attempt with good marks than me. so no matters you get heads or tail keep tossing the coin.

One more suggestion (if you don't mind) , search caclubindia and find some tips and guidelines about presentation in exams. trust me, presentation is equal important, may be more , as hardwork is, smart study is necessary during exam time. I know that you have done enough preparation for exams

you can also refer to my article 'what extra ca exam demands'

Best wishes for your next exam in which you are going to clear

 

 

To become A CA is secondary thing, first try to become happy.

This does not matter that u fail in CA Next attempt or pass, but the matter is you should not lose your courage & power to fight with world.

Becoming A CA is not an achievemnet in today's scenario but becoming a successful person is more important & this can be achieved by other means also, CA/CWA course are not the only means to get this.

YOu try to be Happy & cool, rather than only focusing on CA/CWA. As you release pressure from  your side you will succeed like anything.

 

Hi Sasank...

Let me tell u my story....I secured 86% in 12th and 86% in B.com [2005]. Later on I started with CA. I had some personal problems also. It took 9 attempts to clear my PE II exams, that is around four and half years. I too used to cry a lot after every results. I think u are still better than me smiley so just chill. Do well in the upcoming exams. As Renu Singh rightly said change your books.

Success come earlier to some people n a bit late to some people....n also there is a lot of life left...

Never ever Give Up....If so u ll regret later in ur life....

Knock The "T" off the Can't

All the best....Do well in the attempt...success will be yours..

 

 Dear shashank,

         first u have to increase to build confident on u and reduce the fear of an exams . please do't think number of attempts. if u have to think  an own imagination to  feel this is the first attempt to me i have to prove my self ,and u have to feel this is the normal exams so let u to ready for exams in normally and then write . if u follow this things success will come automatically in ur's life .it is real success always back to u

                                                                                                                                                            all the best 

 

Regards,

Ravi

" THIS MOMENT IS NOT PERMANENT IN LIFE."

 "This time will also pass".

Now a days parents are also not matured enough to understand their children very well.

They are more concerned about how they will face their society/relatives/friends...what they will answer if anyone asks about their children doing....n all.

The problem behind the parents getting upset  because they tend to compare our achievement with our friends/relatives/person who are doing well in the similar career.

When parents cant understand your situations, then dont interact with them about studies too much.

 

Just concentrate on your studies......keep ur mind focused.....

 

Every relationship is temporary and artificial...........Love yourself more , you will not be dissapointed ever.

 

 

 

 

 

Continue your efforts bro You'll surely succeed

 

1. Read study material from cover to cover

2.make study notes systematically

3.do problems  on your own and compare with solution

4.Read with insight

5.always say to yourself "i will be a CA"

6.have full faith in god and your abilities.

After all  CA'S  are average human beings.They had the courage and determination at a certain point in life to complete the course.Just put yourself in those shoes.

 

Regards

Hi Dude, Never ever give up. God is tasting how strength you are; stand against the problem and defently you will clear in the next attempt. Allmost, all having same type of issue but leading life with hope to acheive the success. Study well and do hard and smart work to reach the success milestone. I suggest you to concentrate more on ICWAI because here you have bits to score good marks. All the best.

 

Success will show you to the world but Failure shows what is the world.

Learn from failure to get success.

best of luck for your attempt. you surely get successed.

 


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