A continuous failure story..

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Sasanka Bhalaki

Student

1935 Points Joined May 2011

Hai Guys first of all i will introduce myself this is Sasanka Bhalaki a poor and below average guy. Who studies hard but fails in presenting it and ultimately fails continuously without any pinch of feeling.. so coming to the Career of my CA . Actually i cleared my +2 with a percentage of 90.6, which gave me a confidence of clering the CPT in first attempt. later joined articles..till then it was fine..started studying for the pcc june 2009 which is my first attempt and seriously flopped. Anyways being a CA family everyone encouraged me that u will surely clear next time so took confidently only one group and attempted it with full power 145 is the total. then finally decided not to take single group and wanted to prepare for the two groups. There comes a big twist in my story a diversions got me very hardly and dumped me in two attempts. i felt wrong on myself and took a crash course in CA chapter and studies from starting again fail i theory papers.

My father asked me one fine day that are u seriously intrested in doing CA. I regretted that question becoz till then my dad was supporting me during my failures' then i realised my mistake and came to hyderabad and took the subjects which i am lacking and studied hard for it. Again in my life success doesn't come easily then i affected with typhoid coouldn't study in the last momment sick during the exams..and some hunama made by me in examination hall like fainting, vomiting etc.. so but the thing is i didn't failed in any subject and even didn't cross the mark 50 in any subject. so again treated as failure.

So right from the childhood myy dad never scolded me.. For the first time to my fate it happened in the recent results and he decided that i am the only guy who is failing and simply admitting it without any shame on my part. Wah such an great expression from my dad indeed i seriously cried cried cried and crying all the time. thought to quit life. but i know i am not having that dare too. in meanwhile there is a big twist that apart from from CA i Gave CWA inter first attempt past june which result recently came and gave me a permanant symbol that u r a failure. This made my parents more angry. (actually that is common reaction) finally this time i got to prove two things in my life

1. To Clear this PCC last attempt in Nov 2012. and CWA inter in Dec 2012.

2. To Show that i am a successful man in this world.

IF i had not fulfilled that i am nowhere worth in this world. no use to this world.

At last u might be getting doubt that why i am telling all this??? because i just wanted to share my aguish i don't know what would happen to me in future. But i seriously expect to happen good to me in future. and i need all ur wishes an d prayers.

Regards,

Sasanka Bhalaki.

Replies (17)

Abhimanyu Bind

CA Final Student & Audit Assitant

2051 Points Joined February 2010

Definietly our best wishes with you. And you will surely clear in next attempt. I think this time you failed only due to your bad health otherwise you were prepared well, so start again and this time be cautitious for your health also. Plan well in advance to cop up with all bad or worst situations.

God bless you and best wishes.

Namrata

Spirutial Being

1841 Points Joined January 2011

Dont loose hope Sasanka many of the students here have the same story

But just remember one thing 'u r best in everything u do' n 'u r going to clear it in Nov 12 '

harsh

proprietor

110 Points Joined December 2009

When going gets tough, tough gets going. Never quit my friend. All my wishes are with you. Your family is just worried about you and that's why they are angry. They still love you and support you. we may be miles away but at one point i was exactly in ur shoes.Please keep holding on, I am with you. & Remember Nothing is more beautiful than a Smile that has struggled through Tears. So Cheer up & hit back. :-D :-D :-D

CA Ashish Pathak

Employed at Cipla Ltd.

2779 Points Joined April 2011

"Champions are not people who never fail but those who never quit" Be strong. Life is a never ending struggle. And this CA is not the end of life. Academics failure can never conclude your failure in life. There are many successful people who failed in academics but under whom many CA s and MBA s are working. So pls pls dont ever think otherwise of life. These failures are making you stronger for bigger struggles ahead. You have born to be a fighter not a quitter. Go ahead bravely and you will surely get everything you aspire for... Be a fighter.

cmb2012

AGM-Accounts

21 Points Joined May 2012

Dear Sasanka,

Now 'Failure' is also tired and it has decided to give you 'Success'. 'Success' is also waiting for you to 'honour', don't loose your confidence. My Best Wishes are there with you for your both the exams.

Cheers

VEDA

ACCOUNTS MANAGER

28 Points Joined May 2012

Don't give up!! One of my relatives had succussfully cleared all his exams upto the CA Final. And in final can you imagine how many times he was failed? 9 times !!!. But he didn't give up. Of course his family supported him. At last this May he completed his CA. Don't sit idel. Join any Company. You will get confidence. I heard daily 3-4 hours study is enough. Try again. All the best!!!

Bhaavna

Queen

1933 Points Joined September 2009

Ofcource many students may have passed through this stage who have cleared CA.

Its quite common to all but its very different to every time to every student.

I wish, you will advise those who are facing similar problem as soon as possible, as and when you become a CA

Faraz

Article trainee

24 Points Joined April 2012

Yaar agar tumhari wish hai k tum ca bano to INSHALLAh tum ca banoge.Yaar don't give up in any case.Rail ka last coach bhi station pahunchta hai chahe sab se akhir mein hi sahi magar pahunchta zaarur hai.

Jab tak tumhare parents zinda hain tumhe roti paani ki tension nahi hai tab tak to karo at least...

Agar parents gussa ho rahe hain to koi baat nahi yaar unhone hi to tumhe banaya hai yaar..

Un se zyada na to tumhe kisi ne chahha hai aur na koi chah sakta hai....koi nahi koi bhi nahi...mind it

aur haan yaar bas track sahi hona chahiye tum station zarur pahunchoge..

Main to Nov 09 se regular both groups mein fail ho raha hu but ab bhi main Nov 12 ka attempt de raha hu..haan yeh baat alag hai ke main padhta nahin hu bilkul bhi..bas aise hi munh utha k exam dene chala jata hu...fail to hounga hi naa..

Tum se buri halat hai meri..magar main yahan yeh sab post kar ke apna mazak nahin udwa raha.

Yaar duniya ro ke sunti hai aur has ke udati hai..

Stop crrying and keep doing..

Gud Luck

Neha Singh

Student

108 Points Joined May 2012

Originally posted by : Sasanka Bhalaki
	Hai Guys first of all i will introduce myself this is Sasanka Bhalaki a poor and below average guy. Who studies hard but fails in presenting it and ultimately fails continuously without any pinch of feeling.. so coming to the Career of my CA . Actually i cleared my +2 with a percentage of 90.6, which gave me a confidence of clering the CPT in first attempt. later joined articles..till then it was fine..started studying for the pcc june 2009 which is my first attempt and seriously flopped. Anyways being a CA family everyone encouraged me that u will surely clear next time so took confidently only one group and attempted it with full power 145 is the total. then finally decided not to take single group and wanted to prepare for the two groups. There comes a big twist in my story a diversions got me very hardly and dumped me in two attempts. i felt wrong on myself and took a crash course in CA chapter and studies from starting again fail i theory papers. My father asked me one fine day that are u seriously intrested in doing CA. I regretted that question becoz till then my dad was supporting me during my failures' then i realised my mistake and came to hyderabad and took the subjects which i am lacking and studied hard for it. Again in my life success doesn't come easily then i affected with typhoid coouldn't study in the last momment sick during the exams..and some hunama made by me in examination hall like fainting, vomiting etc.. so but the thing is i didn't failed in any subject and even didn't cross the mark 50 in any subject. so again treated as failure. So right from the childhood myy dad never scolded me.. For the first time to my fate it happened in the recent results and he decided that i am the only guy who is failing and simply admitting it without any shame on my part. Wah such an great expression from my dad indeed i seriously cried cried cried and crying all the time. thought to quit life. but i know i am not having that dare too. in meanwhile there is a big twist that apart from from CA i Gave CWA inter first attempt past june which result recently came and gave me a permanant symbol that u r a failure. This made my parents more angry. (actually that is common reaction) finally this time i got to prove two things in my life 1. To Clear this PCC last attempt in Nov 2012. and CWA inter in Dec 2012. 2. To Show that i am a successful man in this world. IF i had not fulfilled that i am nowhere worth in this world. no use to this world. At last u might be getting doubt that why i am telling all this??? because i just wanted to share my aguish i don't know what would happen to me in future. But i seriously expect to happen good to me in future. and i need all ur wishes an d prayers. Regards, Sasanka Bhalaki.

BROTHER... SAME IS HAPPENING WITH LOTS OF CA STUDENTS. WITH ME TOO. Its very disheartng infact sm so called family relatives make fun of us..instead of supporting.. How pity... Atleast u hv cleared ur articleship.. I have given 5 attempts n failed cntinsly.. This s my 6th attempt this tym..nov 12.. I dnt thnk i'll gt thru the ppr this tym also... I was a gud student till i cleared cpt.. Passed +2 with a gud %, cleared cpt in frst attempt with distinction by doing self study only.. God knows wht happnd afterwrds.. Ab to exsm dene ka hi mann nh karta.. Totally depressd.. Feel like quiting life.. Roz parents ko kese face kru..unhe bhi kitna hurt kiya h mne.. :'(