Shall we be money minded?

I would love all the readers amateur, mature, self proclaimed mature to answer this.

I am from a low middle class baniya family and had got my reality check for the first time .

I was suffering from depression and was not able to understand anything.

Yes I have been mentally disturbed and now I have goy a second innings to play.

I have no friend around me ... inadequate family support...lack of knowledge and awareness and almost clueless about which direction should I choose.

I am not determined and decisive for my future course of action.

No absolute clarity about goal.