I have discussed it before and this time in detail.
I have been in depression for years.
Now when I faced the harsh reality check along with harsh reality of Corporate Life with all sort of toxic environment at workplace and at home as well.
I am taking medicines and also working on my physical fitness and has made my mind to go for group 2 and then grp 1 in next attempt.
I am 29. I just want to know my english is not so well considering keywords and vocabulary and not my native language.
I do not have any computer skill and general information.
I am not much aware about technical aspects related to security and other common day to day commercial activities like paytm uses, online banking etc.
No experience of my field.
Nor do I know about area to get expertise.
I have no courage to go for Corporate job again..
Personally I don't know many such things.
All I have a willingness to know and then learn about many things related to profession and an occupation that can give me a good remaining life.
I had dreams. But now everything appears to be so far and all I will have will be just a degree which I will earn due to my intelligence but not as passion.
For practice I have a friend but no other idea regarding anything other than this.
I need a friendly advice.
I won't get married...I know...but at least I will have something called happiness if anyone would guide me well.
After CA I want to move to Bangalore but I will just have a degree in my hand and experience of some copy paste job in a BPO.
Also a gap till I become a CA.
I am literally crying now.
I came a long way and still fighting.
Please help as much as possible.
CAclubindia
