I am a Government servant who takes Bribe.

I was surfing on www.ipaidabribe.com and found a shocking comment written by a govt. officer. 

https://ipaidabribe.com/content/registration-department-%E2%80%93-not-ready-stamp-out-corruption-0#comment-933

I am a Government servant who takes Bribe.

I know, i should not be writing here. Here is the truth.. I paid a hefty amount to join my job. I was very innocent. I was selected in General Merit. But the selection comittee, wanted x lakhs to get the job. the system is corrupt from the core. They even gave me a calculation on how i can get my money back in 3 years along with interest. I took a loan from somebody for a big interest and got the job. If i dont take bribes, i will never pay my loan back. If i dont pay a bribe, i will never get a job. Please be patient, pay your bribes so we can pay our loans. When you vote next time, when the candidates come to your house, give them a slap in your chappal. They are the ones who has made this situation. Dont blame us