help please

R (16 Points)

10 May 2007  
friends i m in a great problem i caught with jealousy and depression as i am notable to complete my course in time i should have become ca by novmber 2005 but couldnt make it. please guide me i am in great depression all my colleagues are CA now.

I want to end up my life due to this depression.
please help
rahul kothari