Ca exam consideration atempts and experience

Hello,  My name is amit popli. My age is 30 . this is my 10th attempt. I have already past 1st group. many years ago . My second group is pending  I am appearing . Last time I got 174 marks  with  54 marks in costing and got ONLY 36 MARKS IN ISCA .  THIS TIME MY COSTING EXAM WAS NOT GOOD I do not know , my registration no is NRO0163938.  please send my message to GOD please also consider my costing marks in last attempt .  I am 30+  it is not possible to prepare good always for all the paper . some family responsibility is increasing by  age increase.  one of my friend is 35 years old and very capable he has not cleared any group yet.    I do not know how to scored 200  everytime I worked hard . My Date of birth is 1st april 1983.   I wanted to be   a   CA But when .  Bramchari  Bankaar  reh  gaaya  hain.  will  Institue give   a very good salary   guarantee after becoming CA , NO  I have a  capability of experience of good working. But Still unable when I will become a CA