CA at the age of 33

Hi

I request the reader to reply.

I have started my CA final preparations after being 31.
I left the MNC job due to depression.
After that I failed in business.

I am just like a fresher now with negligible experience.
How to gain experience and technical skills?

How shall I start after exams? What should I do?

What would be my value as a CA?

I have a huge gap between CA IPCC and on its completion.
How will I justify this gap?

I have no one to guide me for above queries?

Lot of anxiety and stressed up right now.
Plz help me.