Thoughts after failing

please dont be disheareted and take one more chance

The positive terms you wrote in the last line, I would be a Chartered Accountant, is the defining moment of this post, that you need to carry with you, till you conquer your goal. Yes, you don't need sympathisers, but people who can identify your flaws and guide you to overcome the impediments that is obstructing your progress. 

Since, you have reconciled to the fact, the blames lies in me, that in it self should be a starting point to erase the mistakes which you been conducting. Don't change too much, just tweak the wayward deliveries that your bowling, so that you can bowl in right line and length to be on target. Just be focussed and you will be able to prove your mettle.

All the very best.