I want to be CA... but...

hello i need ur genuine guidance not motivational only.... i joined pcc in 2007 and take trfd from articleship in 2009 . but i did nt join anywhere and gave any attempt till now coz of my father bankruptcy ...indirectly i discontinue my ca course .... i m graduate rght now nd giving some to coaching classes at pvt instt....soo condtions are favrable rght now i want to continue my ca course as it is my dream....but i didnt have time and money to play gamble in ca....gamble like as i did gve any attempt soo may be it makes bad picture of mine in institute record.... sooo im afraid inst isliye mere ko atkaata rahega......kya aisa hota hai ?.?.???.?? kya mere ko ca karna chahiye ya phir some other course like cwa or cs plzzz reply honestly sirf mental support k liye nhi