@ Go Green
Hey...i m sailing in the same boat bro...first ever failure...first attempt...got 381 (=187+194). Life seems upside down. I cud get motivated for some time but after dat i feel dat i have totally lost it. How much i think or crib about my efforts, but in the end, the truth ain't going away. I have to live with it. I m still trying to recover from my messed up mind. I may not be the best person to advice u at this point of time, but yeah,i surely wont let this scar haunt me for the rest of my life. If I can't remove the scar, i can try to get it go unnoticed, just like a tattoo on the scar hides the scar. So, in crux, i wish to give my best shot ever, as good as to score a RANK....which can surely serve as a tattoo to my scar.
At the end, i believe "what happens, happens for the best".In May14, the balls will surely be in our court. Good Luck!!