Hi friends...
Just wanted to share my state of mind with you all. Its definitely pathetic since i havent cleared both groups of finals for last 3 attempts. I have always lost only on aggregate. Somehow i have never managed above 49 in any paper except 59 marks in accounts last time. The road ahead seems very dark. I know a set of 30 people who started teh course and have all cleared. I feel i have given all that is possible from my end already and still clueless about what is going wrong. Since the day of result, i have kept myself locked indoors.
I have never expected myself to qualify in the first sitting but keeping both groups pending despite 3 attempts is painfull and not even an exemption. At times i feel i should quit but at the sametime i feel i would achieve it someday. The feeling of being abondoned by friends, relatives who are highly successful has occupied my mind.
How do i come out of this.....???? Is this destiny or what???
Regards,
Ashwin
CAclubindia
