Give me a solution

Dear frnds

i am  so depressed now.i completed my articleship on last month, I miss my first 2   pcc chances  due to some personal problems,

november 2011 was my 3rd attempt, i  work hard fr this exam. the exam was ok 4 me. iam sure abt 2nd grp,i dont have any hope fr i st grup.

 so depresed abt my future,should i start preparations  fr may 2012 exam or drop CA? wht should i do frnds pls help me...