Life is Weird

Hi ..It is little lengthy but I need help

I am studying CA finals

I don't have experience due to personal reasons
I am capable of being a CA

I have worked in a MNC(BPO) but had left due to medical issues .

Had just recovered from depression so need to learn a lot academically and practically as well.

I have to learn many things to compete and grow alongwith managing my social life.

I have health issues and can't work for long hours.

Moreover I don't know where to work. Its too late for exploring.

I am as good as an 18 or 21 year old who has not started .

How will I justify the gap being in mid thirties? Will I get a good job?

Which sector/industry/company/domain would be good considering future?

What else can I do for growth as I am kind of naive?

What should be my daily routine for being professional ?

For me its like starting from scratch so many things comes to my mind.

All I know is I have to become something soon and be responsible towards everything..be knowledgeable about everything...be so called practical..

Everyone of my age or the young ones are well verse with technology and various useful skills ...mujhe toh MS Excel bhi nahi aata

How will a degree help me to compete and grow in life..i have no idea.

I have already been struggling to evolve since many years.

I am sensible but unaware of many things and need friends ...

I just need some advice which you may deem fit because there are lot of things I am not even aware of from job perspective and income/growth as well..

Anything which you find worthy please let me know...

I am lagging behind..
I am not happy with myself

I am not seeking sympathy