Loneliness and failure in ca dragging me into life threatening! And moreover unable to get motivated by anything & anyone since I have tried many things like read for a long time motivational thoughts, watched videos, people suggestions, even once been to a psychiatrist. But nothing is working, I don't get affected by all of these. Because everything in my mind is unstable. In any movement I have in my mind many goals, plans to achieve even alone but in very next movement I might be very demotivated either by own thoughts or seeing people and observing them and thier life on the way, class, on internet or anywhere.
Even I don't know what do i ask?
Just one thing I am clear that alone I can't do anything in this life. Seriously what I am "hungry for friendship, love, respect" and the other side which doesn't support all of that is my nature, look, behavior, humor.
I am attempting IPCC group II till now since Nov 2012. And whenever I sit for study during exam I am unable to study within 2 minutes I be in some other thoughts of being alone, no way to success, health issues, didn't do anything till now, I am at 27 and all thoughts, even some imaginative thoughts too.
I am stopping myself to write more I have already confused all of you that what do I want to say. Just that I have fully unstable mind and loneliness both sometimes drags my life to threat.
Dear Niraj
This is life what you have expressed equally applies to me too though you have shared i have not shared anything here but remember only one thing I am not here to give motivation to you which others succesful people in club can but since you are only 27 years old just have good passion for learing take more interest in whatever you do CA is not everything but you can try hard because once you succced at this age the rest of the life would be enjoyable
CAclubindia
