Career! what to do?

Hello everyone.. I want to share something.. As i mentioned earlier that i had given 5 attempts of ipcc nd didn't cleared and then drop in 2 attempts.. I have joined some job in mnc in which i feel there is no future.. I feel so pathetic and disturbed.. I feel my life is over now.. I tried to cut myself but wasnot able to do so..now i was thinking to write group 1 and group 2 again this year as i cant do any other course as i am working on the basis of my graduation degree but i want to do something good in life.. Atleast i can clear both grps nd have some job experience. And then do m.com or something like that.. What should i do? Any good advice to take my life back on track will be very helpful Thanks