PLEASE INSPIRE ME

Rakesh (16 Points)

10 May 2007  
DUE TO MY CARELESS I FILLED THE FORM OF PE-1 INSTEAD OF FOUNDATION AS I HAD BOTH THE OPTION AVAILABLE AT THAT TIME AND DUE TO LACK OF KNOWLEDGE ABOUT THIS I TOOK THIS STEP. I PASSED PE-1 IN MY VERY FIRST ATTEMPT AND STARTED PREPARATION FOR PE-II FOR MAY 2004 ATTEMPT. IN THAT EXAM I SECURED 295 OUT OF 600 AND PASSED IN EACH SUBJECT AND PASSED ONLY FIRST GROUP WITH 165 MARKS.  MAJORITY OF MY FRINDS BELONGING TO THE FOUNDATION COURSE (OLD COURSE) PASSED IN PE-II IN THIER VERY FIRST ATTEMPT AND STARTED PREPARING FOR FINAL. IN MY SECOND ATTEMPT FOR SECOND GROUP I SECURED 167 MARKS BUT FAILED IN COST ACCOUNTING WITH 37 MARKS AND SECURED 59 MARKS IN INCOME-TAX. IN MY THIRD ATTEMPT ONCE AGAIN BLAK HISTORY IS WRITTEN AGAIN I FAILED IN COSTING WITH 35 MARKS AND SECURED 78 MARKS IN INFORMATOIN TECHNOLOGY. IN MY FORUTH ATTEMPT WHICH I HAVE GIVEN IN NOV.2005 I AM FULLY CONFIDENT OF PASSING THIS AS I HAVE TO SECURE ONLY 40 & 40 MARKS IN BOTH COSTING AND INCOME TAX(AS 77 IN INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY ALREADY). BUT HERE IS MY PROBLEM THAT I COMPLETED 22 YEARS OF AGE AND MY FINAL ATTEMPT WILL BE IN NOV.2008. MANY OF MY FRIENDS PASSED CA FINAL AND NOW I AM STILL WAITING FOR PE-II RESULT " I WAS A TOP SCORER IN BOTH SENIOUR SECONDARY SHCOOL AS WELL IN COLLEGE(B.COM). IF I PASS CA FINAL IN MY VERY FIRST ATTEMPT I WILL COMPLETE 25 YEARS OF AGE AND CA FINAL IS VERY RISKY GAME AS YOU CANNOT PREDICT INSPITE OF YOUR EFFORT. FO MY QUERY IS "WHY I AM FAR BEHIND FROM MY FRIEND AS THEY COMPLETED THEIR CA IN 21-22 YEARS OF AGE AND THEY STARTED EARNING ?"  I DON'T HAVE ANY JELOUSY FROM MY FRIEND BUT I WANT TO MAKE POSITIVE COMEPITION WITH THEM. AT THIS TIME I AM FELLING VERY DEPRESSED. INSPITE OF MY EFFORT FOR LAST 4 YEAR I ACHIEVE  ONLY -

                 PE-1- WHICH HAS NO VALUE FOR ME AS I TAKE LONG TIME IN PE-II
                 PE-II - WITHIN INTERVAL OF 2.5 YEARS
                 CS-INTERMEDIATE - WITIN 2 ATTEMPT
                  I DON'T HAVE ANY WORK EXPERIANCE AT THE AGE OF 22

   PLEASE INSPIRE ME, GUIDE ME,  - I WANT TO BE THE BEST AT ANY COST.