Life is a failure for me. how to succeed

Manju (fa) (44 Points)

28 January 2015  
Hi all This is to tell you about my life which is a failure. I want to succeed in CA to reduce the effects of my failure in life. I qualified CA PE2 in 2006. Then i appeared for ca final in 2009 twice before marriage. Could not qualify. Then after marriage in 2011, i paid exam fees many times but could not write properly or was absent. My daughter is 2.5 yrs old. Now my marriage is a failure. My husband and inlaws bet me up and also took mychild when she was having fever when i was in the class from my mom's place without informing me. Now we are seperated. My husband seems to have ignored me and not caring abt my kid and i feel dejected as i am not successful and in Ca. I was also working in 2 corporate companies before and after job.Now i also left my job for ca. Planning to write in may 2015. Pls motivate me to help me write exams. Also want a part time job to care of my kid. What to do?